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All Mixed Up, Depressed & Everybody Knows

by Joe Boyd

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You Can't Keep Me Forever 00:59
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MY BRAIN WON’T HOLD IT TOGETHER IT’S ALL FUCKED UP FROM THE PRESSURE MY MIND'S EYE WILL LOSE THE HORIZON BEFORE TOO LONG YOU CAN’T KEEP ME FOREVER AND I’LL MOVE ON I’M NOT THE ONE THAT YOU’VE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU CAN’T KEEP ME FOREVER AND I’LL MOVE ON AND I’LL MOVE ON AND I’LL MOVE ON
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Feel So High 02:26
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STILL AN UNBALANCED ONE EVIL EMOTIONS RUNNING WILD I’LL END UP HANGING FROM THIS WIRE I’M WALKING ON SHIT, GET ME OFF THIS LONELY RIDE, BUT… BABY I FEEL, ALIVE AGAIN, I FEEL SO HIGH, FEEL SO HIGH HELL, I’M A BITTER ONE I’VE GIVEN SO MUCH LIFE AWAY I’M HOLDING SO MUCH FIRE AND YET I STILL SURVIVE THE DAY, WELL, THERE’S NO FUCKING WAY BACK, NO BETTER PLACE TO GO. (I KEEP GOING ROUND AND ROUND AND ROUND) BABY I FEEL, ALIVE AGAIN, I FEEL SO HIGH, FEEL SO HIGH (WAKE UP!) NO YOU’RE NOT KEEPING ME ON MY KNEES (WAKE UP!) NO YOU’RE NOT KEEPING ME DOWN BABY I FEEL, ALIVE AGAIN, I FEEL SO HIGH, FEEL SO HIGH
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Devil in a Holy City 02:05
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RUN ME OUT OF TOWN I’M NO FREAK, I’M SOMETHING OF A MODERN MAN CAUGHT ME ON HOLY GROUND, WE’RE NOT THE SAME, I’M SOMETHING YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND OH MY LOVE I JUST WANT TO EAT YOUR LONELY HEART OUT OH MY LOVE I NEED A HOLE, SOME PLACE TO HIDE OUT HELP ME LOVE, THEY’LL PUT ME TO THE BLADE HELP ME MY LOVE, I’M THE ONE WHO’S AFRAID SCARED I’LL NEVER MAKE IT OUT ALIVE I FEEL A STORM HANGING IN THE HEAVENS I DON’T HAVE A FRIEND ON THIS EARTH TONIGHT, I’M ALL MIXED UP, DEPRESSED AND EVERYBODY KNOWS…. MY LOVE I WANT TO EAT YOUR LONELY HEART OUT OH MY LOVE I NEED A HOLE, SOME PLACE TO HIDE OUT I NEED TO FEEL MORE HUMAN MAYBE THEY’RE RIGHT I WENT THE WRONG WAY TOO COMPLICATED, TOO MUCH TO GET ON HERE THEY’RE NOT AFRAID TO BREAK ME CONTAMINATED THE AIR FOR TOO LONG HERE OH MY LOVE I WANT TO EAT YOUR LONELY HEART OUT OH MY LOVE I NEED A HOLE, SOME PLACE TO HIDE OUT THEY’RE JUST AFRAID OF WHAT THEY DON’T SEE HOW CAN I BE MORE HUMAN? (HELP ME!)
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Lost Horizon 04:01
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OH MY BROTHER, IT AIN’T HARD TO TELL THAT I’M FUCKED AND IN PAIN NOW AND DEATH IS CALLING ON ME. HERE IN MY HOME TOWN, THEY DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH ME I DON’T THINK THAT I CAN FIGURE IT OUT, NO. I’M ALL ALONE AND NOW IT’S REALLY OVER OH MY LOVER, DIDN’T BOTHER CALLING, WE AIN’T SPOKE IN A LONG TIME AND YOU OWE NOTHING TO ME YOU’RE NOT ALONE NOW, BECAUSE I NEVER LET YOU IN HABITUAL LIAR, I GUESS YOU DON’T KNOW ME AT ALL I KEPT IT ALL ALONE IN MY MIND THAT FUCKING STAIN THAT’S HAUNTING ME I SPENT THIS WHOLE TIME OUT IN THE NIGHT WITH ALL THE GHOSTS THAT TOY WITH ME I’M ALL ALONE AND NOW IT’S REALLY OVER I DON’T THINK I’LL LAST FOR ANOTHER NIGHT I HEAR A SIREN CALLING FROM ANOTHER LIFE IT KNOWS THE TRUTH, I’M JUST A PIECE OF SHIT AND CALLS FOR ME ALONE I NEED… LOVE. IN THE DARK DARK BAD CITY, THE COLD DARK TRUTH HIT ME YOU KNOW IT’S SO FUNNY, I DON’T KNOW WHAT I NEED SHOOT UP OR SHOOT OUT? THICK SKIN, STILL BLEEDS OUT I’VE GOT THE RIGHT MONEY, IF YOU KNOW WHAT I NEED? FUCK MAYBE, THIS TIME DON’T SAVE ME, LET’S FEEL IT ALL TONIGHT
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Open To Fuck 03:05
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I’M OPEN TO FUCK IN A MINUTE, IF IT’S FOR LOVE, IF IT’S FOR LOVE I’M OPEN TO FUCK IN A SECOND, IF IT’S FOR LOVE, IF IT’S FOR LOVE I KNOW, THAT YOU WANNA SCREAM, BUT YOU WON’T MAKE A SOUND THAT LOOK, IT WAS WASTED ON ME, NO IT WON’T WEAR ME DOWN I NEVER ONCE OR NEVER TWICE WOULD GIVE IT UP, LET YOU TAKE WHAT YOU NEED I WASN’T WRONG, CAN YOU SEE IT NOW? THAT I AM HERE AND FOR YOU ONLY I’M OPEN TO FUCK IN A MINUTE, IF IT’S FOR LOVE, IF IT’S FOR LOVE I’M OPEN TO FUCK IN A SECOND, IF IT’S FOR LOVE, IF IT’S FOR LOVE NEVER BEFORE HAVE WE EVER FELT THIS ANXIOUS AND UNCERTAIN BECAUSE I SENSE AN EVIL THAT HIDES BEHIND THE GOLDEN CURTAIN YOU SAY “A HAUNTED HOUSE IS NEVER A HOME, BUT ANYONE’S BETTER THAN BEING ALONE” SO LET’S TRY AND HIDE, INSIDE OF ONE ANOTHER’S FEARS I CAN DREAM IT’S YOU TONIGHT MY LOVE I’D DO ANYTHING FOR YOU MY LOVE DON’T WAKE ME UP, MY RIDE WILL END MY WAY
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I Wanted Better For You 02:43
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HERE I GO HERE I GO I GUESS MY HEART STOPPED BEATING
A TRICK I KEEP REPEATING BUT I COME BACK, GET UP OFF THE GROUND ‘CAUSE THIS SICK FUCK WANTS ANOTHER ROUND EXORCISE ALL THIS POISON LET NO MORE EVIL NOISE IN WE’VE BEEN RIPPED OFF FOR A SHITTY LIFE CONFUSED BY LOVE AND THE CITY LIGHT I WANTED BETTER FOR YOU I WANTED BETTER THINGS, EVERYTHING YOU WANTED TOO I WANTED BETTER FOR YOU I WANTED BETTER THINGS, EVERYTHING WE EVER KNEW MAYBE IT’S ALL THE SHIT THAT WE’VE SEEN MAYBE I STILL HEAR YOU SCREAM SENTIMENTAL HEARTS WANT TO SEE THE LIGHT BUT THE TRUTH JUST AIN’T TRUE WITHOUT A BITE 
 THOSE LIGHTS THEY FUEL OUR DREAMING A SCENE THAT’S SO MISLEADING CONFLICTING SOUL’S GET DISAVOWED BUT THIS MAD CUNT DOESN’T NEED A CROWD I WANTED BETTER FOR YOU I WANTED BETTER THINGS, EVERYTHING YOU WANTED TOO I WANTED BETTER FOR YOU I WANTED BETTER THINGS, EVERYTHING WE EVER KNEW BUT WILL I JUST GO BACK AROUND AGAIN? IT’S ALL I KNOW I WANTED BETTER FOR YOU WANTED BETTER THINGS, YOU WANTED TOO WANTED BETTER FOR YOU I WANTED BETTER THINGS, WE NEVER KNEW HERE IT’S BEEN SO HARD TO BREATHE LATELY WELL NOW YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL WHEN I GET SO HIGH, SO LOW YOU’VE SEEN IT ALL AND NOW YOU CAN NAME ME IT’S HARD TO SPARE SOME EMPATHY, I KNOW

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released July 2, 2020

Written, performed & produced by Joe Boyd

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